I've got the darn thing in the cart and ready to click "order" but I just can't bring myself to it. My XD9sc is my EDC and I love that little booger. It is just about perfect for my carry needs. I trust it with my life. However (ugh... I hate howevers) I just can't stop eyeing the XD(m) 3.8 compacts. I'm just so drawn to it. I don't really *need* both that is for sure. I'm afraid when I get it that the internal conflict will begin. What if I like it more than my XD9sc? Well that isn't so bad is it? But the XD9sc is my baby! If I got the XD(m) compact and loved it... would there really be any need to keep my baby? I would hate to see her go but I would probably hate even more to keep her and not see her put to use (that would be such a shame and a waste). Oh dilemmas dilemmas! Anybody else go through this same conflict? How did it turn out for you?