Welcome. I'd like to offer a 3 step program to cure your disease:
1.) I know it's hard but box all of your XDs up (along with any ammo you may have) and put them in a box out of sight. No temptation!
2.) After a day or two of detox, muster up the strength to take the box to FEDEX and send me a PM. Building up tolerance!
3.) I'll PM you back with my address and you can ship the box to me. I will dispose of the problem for you. Now you're cured!